Tuesday, September 20, 2011, 8:34 PM
Well i think any one will be reading this blog-.- *sigh* im just toking to myself-.-
i dunn mind that no one is reading, i just wanna say wat i wan...
I really really miss sg!!!! *sigh* cant say it out loud, ppl might think im useless and weak=x but no one is reading this so i does not matter... feeling so lonely, it is just me any my thoughts...
staying here for 2yrs i had lots of free time to think about the past and things i should change about myself, things i should had said and things i should had done differently...
i hav many different views of myself now, sometimes i feel like an ass, for doing the wrong things, saying thing that i shouldnt, sometimes i feel so hollow. I feet that i didnt do anything meaningful in my life...my whole life is like a blur, the friends i made i had lost, the places i stayed at were forgotten. my whole life i was traveling between the US and Sg...i havent had a steady group of people around me besides my family...*sigh* this is the first trip to US that i hav kept in contact with my frends in sg...but still somehow i feel so forgotten and left out...everyone is busy with work, busy with new frends, busy with school, busy with relationships, busy busy busy...but for me, seeing them moving forward somehow makes me feels so slow and left behind...
this feeling is the 1st time i had ever felt...it make me wanna forget about everything and start a new...move to a new place or just stay in the US and study here........
*sigh* i hate this...i really hate this...this me...maybe i have too much free time to think about these stuff, or maybe im too scared to take the exam for JC...maybe im scared that i will fail it and be left behind by everybody. i hate saying these sad and meaningless stuff...anyway no one will read this so posting this will just make me feel alittle better *sigh* Getting these stuff off my chest...
Monday, April 12, 2010, 3:11 PM
HELLO!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICE!!!
can't wait to see you again in Singapore
haha
hey been ski-ing
very fun
i damn pro le eh
lol
next time post some pic=]
sooooooo
bye=]
Friday, April 2, 2010, 2:10 PM
helloooooooooooo
today i went shooting with my family
my dad is a pro he can shot almost every target
haha
waaaaa the recoil of the shotgun was pain
my bro almost could not hold the shotgun steady
my dad need to help him
but after two shots, my bro gave up cos he say it hurts
haha
that means more shots for me=]
it was fun
i think next time my dad would bring me there more
i think i will post some pics next time
cos i too lazy to load it up now=x
haha
byes
Saturday, March 27, 2010, 6:05 AM
hello very long didnt post
sian
i very lazy
haha
well so far i have been play paintball and laser tag
paintball is fun when you dunn get shot
cos damn pain
lol
laser tag less pain cos only use light
yesterday just play laser tag
Asians vs color
haha we won
well thats most of the things i had been doing
sooooooooooooo
bye
SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 11, 2010, 6:57 PM
Helloooooooo
very long didnt post le
sorry
i think now i post also no one care le
so............... nevermind le
i no need post
haha
but for people who want to read my boring life
here is it...
1. A person in my school got shot,
didnt die but serious condition
got shot by a 5 year old kid
not lying, haha
2. A armed robbery happen in a local supermarket near my school
weird...why he want to rob a supermarket?
haha
3.I suddenly addicted to POCKY!!!
lol
so.....that the main points of these few months
byeb!!!
THE MORE I LIKE HERE
THE MORE I MISS SINGAPORE
THE DAYS ARE PASSING FASTER...YEAH
Monday, January 18, 2010, 7:35 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010, 7:28 PM
hellooooo
sorry i didnt post so long=x
...
so...i finally got my driver's permit=]
yeah!
i also going snowboarding tmr=]
yeah!
cant wait
anyway, im starting to enjoy being here=]
Sunday i post more
now i gtg!!!
byes
