Tuesday, September 20, 2011, 8:34 PM

[Feeling so forgotten and 'out']

Well i think any one will be reading this blog-.- *sigh* im just toking to myself-.-
i dunn mind that no one is reading, i just wanna say wat i wan...
I really really miss sg!!!! *sigh* cant say it out loud, ppl might think im useless and weak=x but no one is reading this so i does not matter... feeling so lonely, it is just me any my thoughts...
staying here for 2yrs i had lots of free time to think about the past and things i should change about myself, things i should had said and things i should had done differently...
i hav many different views of myself now, sometimes i feel like an ass, for doing the wrong things, saying thing that i shouldnt, sometimes i feel so hollow. I feet that i didnt do anything meaningful in my life...my whole life is like a blur, the friends i made i had lost, the places i stayed at were forgotten. my whole life i was traveling between the US and Sg...i havent had a steady group of people around me besides my family...*sigh* this is the first trip to US that i hav kept in contact with my frends in sg...but still somehow i feel so forgotten and left out...everyone is busy with work, busy with new frends, busy with school, busy with relationships, busy busy busy...but for me, seeing them moving forward somehow makes me feels so slow and left behind...
this feeling is the 1st time i had ever felt...it make me wanna forget about everything and start a new...move to a new place or just stay in the US and study here........
*sigh* i hate this...i really hate this...this me...maybe i have too much free time to think about these stuff, or maybe im too scared to take the exam for JC...maybe im scared that i will fail it and be left behind by everybody. i hate saying these sad and meaningless stuff...anyway no one will read this so posting this will just make me feel alittle better *sigh* Getting these stuff off my chest...

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Mountain of CHOCOLATE up ahead!
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ABOUT .

Name: WESLEY A.K.A a person who likes chocolate=]
School: CCKSS
CCA: SCOUTS
B'day: 9.4.1995

Going Singapore!!! .

i dunno when...1year++++

WISHES .

[ ] Lifetime supply of Chocolates
[X] Eat chocolate
[ ] A smile on everyones face
[X] A happy family
[X] A united class
[X] A new wallet(my one so old)=]
[ ] Pass with flying colour in all test and exam
[ ] Dream job-work in a game designing company / sci or math teacher / Xin Li doctor
[ ] A Death Note
[ ] MY HAND PHONE!!!!!
[ ] The speacial keychain
[ ] Going back to singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHOUT YOUR CHOCOLATE-FILLED TAGS .

PAST .

August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 September 2011

AFFLIATED .

Felice
Alicia
Edwin
Daniel
Nicole
Aiman
Gloria
Han En
Sheryl
Veralyn
Wan Yin
Xiiaozh3n9
Yu Xuan
Liz
2/7-a united class
Tricia
Nic
Zhi Jing
Daphne
CONDOR SEA SCOUTS
THE FIVE
Wen Yang


it is not in any order=]

CHOCOLATE-FILLED SONGS .

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CREDITS .

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Images: PHOTOSCAPE